May 282010
 

So, I said yesterday I was going through old photos I’d taken. I got through 2005 and most of 2006. And sometimes I can’t believe I throw things to the side this way.

This was taken before I learned to use the light. You should always have the light source behind you, not behind the subject. Well sometimes that is impossible when you shoot mostly outdoors. What you end up with in that case is a silhouette of your subject. Sometimes however, that isn’t a bad thing…

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(click to enlarge of course)

And there’s the one man’s trash is another man’s treasure.  Another shot I’d blown off, but revived yesterday, was featured on another photographer’s collection of bee shots yesterday.

 

And one more squeeworthy thing…I got my first commission of my Dwarf Commoner, Tryna done. I’m hoping to do this with all of my favorite character’s eventually. But so far, I’ve only requested two.

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Commission Piece

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Done by the very talented ~PayRoo at deviantART

Yesterday was pretty darned good!

May 272010
 

I got into photography in Alaska. I took hundreds, if not thousands of shots up there. The problem is, I let myself be my own worst critic, and rather than view them objectively, I wrote alot of them off.  Luckily I’m a packrat and I keep my files.

This week, I started a new Deviant Art account. Mainly because everything I do, I do as Lady Jess in some form or another. And I’ve really started to enjoy fan art and such, and my old account was, to me, restricted to photography.

Today, I started the process of going through my old photos from 2005 and on. And some of them were undeserving of my wrath. Some of them were totally deserving of course, but it seems I can see them more objectively now. I guess it’s a matter of time passed, as I’d get so excited imagining how the shot would look, then get home and find out it wasn’t exactly as I thought, and thus sucked.

Patience is a virtue. Here’s one I rescued this morning. And it didn’t even need any editing, just a crop.


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Lesson learned I guess.

May 252010
 

Wow! Two friggin weeks since I blogged last? How did that even happen? It’s not like I’m insanely busy. Well, Insanely…something maybe. Well now is as good a time to ramble as any, since I won’t be sleeping for a while. I’ll explain that in a bit. Right after we catch up on all the exciting news in my life.amative

Hubby first. Hmm, well I don’t really want to Jinx him, which is what usually happens when I get to bragging  about something. So, Let’s just say he did something brave and awesome last summer when he and his squad were ambushed,  and is getting an award for it. When he has it in his hands, I’ll name it publicly.

 

strive Myself, nothing exciting. My dog chewed the crap out of my Blizzard authenticator. Unfortunately, even though I can get a new one, the old one is still bound to my account until I remember the secret answer to my secret question. Which I do not. Oh when I created it, I’m sure I was confident that I, and only I could ever answer it. But apparently I’m too tricky even for myself. A nice Blizz rep even gave me a hint and I still can’t work it out.  Yes, I wrote it down, no I cannot find the paper. It seems I have a couple choices here, keep trying, or start a new account and level all over again. I guess if I don’t remember by the time Cataclysm releases, I’ll do that, and level myself a Worgen. I miss my guildies Though :sad:

Life in general, is pretty dull. We found out the guys aren’t getting home any earlier than planned. Well, let me put that another way. SOME are. OURS aren’t. That sucks. This means less time for us to catch up and relax together before he goes off to school for three months. Yet again we get slapped with the stress stick. Come home, go off to school, return, and pcs (move) at lightning speed with no time to breathe. I just keep telling myself that I do love the life it has given us, it’s all worth it. But still I occasionally want to kick the Army in both shins while wearing steel toed boots.

Of spiders. So, tonight, I’m here blogging. Because, there was a very large spider on the ceiling directly over my FACE. This is when it really gets to me. I’m alone, and there’s noone here to kill the monsters for me. cry No, don’t laugh. It’s not even remotely funny to be arachnophobic.  Yes, I managed to get a broom, kill the sucker, get it gathered up and flushed down the toilet. That’s how bad it is by the way, unless I see it leave the room, the house, the universe, whatever, I’m convinced it’s not really dead. It can’t just be killed and left laying somewhere. I stripped the entire bed to find it, and get the body flushed. I’m now nauseous, sweating and shaking. I’ll either sleep on the couch, or lie tossing and turning tonight in bed because of it.

Yes, I know the ones in Georgia are alot worse. It terrifies me. I have seriously considered Mosquiton netting for our bed just to sleep peacefully at night there. I kid you not.

I want my hubby back. Now.

May 112010
 

Well, I gave it a shot. I got up to two hours invested in ME and it never really clicked. For a variety of reasons.

1. I couldn’t get into the RP. Your dialog choices are not clear at all. They hint at what you’re going to say. Unlike DA:O which lets you choose from exact sentences. With ME I never know what is going to come out of my character’s mouth, choosing what looks like the right option can sometimes result in an answer I really wouldn’t have chosen. It’s like RNG with voices.

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2. Related to my first complaint, the dialog choices in ME are in the scene view. In the above case right on my character’s neck. It’s obtrusive. I love catching screenshots in games. CLEAN ones. Frequently I’ve now had what could have been nice shots, screwed up by the location of the dialog. Same goes for subtitles. In DA:O they are at the top of the screen, out of the way, with your choices at the bottom.  In ME, subtitles are mid screen across the scene. Very annoying. I tend to play with the subtitles on, so I can keep my volume down while others watch tv, and avoid using a headset. Headsets hurt my ears/jaw no matter how cushy they are.

3. More Aesthetics. As Samodean mentioned in a comment on my last post, they’ve managed to make ugly look best, and all attempts at attractive look…not so attractive. Let’s compare shall we? ME is on the left, DA:O on the right.

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I compare the two, because they are both Bioware games. I realize graphic engines differ. But considering the same company did DA:O just a year later, it should have THAT much disparity between the two.

3. The player character voice. I’m not dissing the voice actor. I just don’t like having a voice all that much. I thought I would, but I found I much preferred imagining my PC’s voice as I played. That and my Fem Shephard is seriously monotone. Ugh.

4. Controls- I only have one complaint here. I like having a mouse cursor that I can move and click and hover on things. Such as in WoW, DA:O, Torchlight etc. I would rather steer by keyboard, or by  pressing both mouse buttons. In ME you walk by using WASD, and steer with the mouse. I’ve missed many interactive objects, just because my mouse didn’t hit the specific area as I panned around.

5. Slow story building. It’s an RPG, it has a story. But I’m two hours in and it feels like it’s crawling. The snail in my frog tank is running rings around it.

6. Combat. Surprisingly no complaints here. It took some getting used to, but it’s actually pretty cool. I like the combination of shooter+3rd person RPG. If only my character looked a little less…strange from behind. Or in front for that matter. Girl has a serious swayback thing goin on.

An RPG has to meet some criteria for me. Unfortunately, ME falls short.

  • Female protagonist. Check
  • Fast unfolding storyline. Not warp speed chaos (Hello DA: Awakening…looking at you), but not crawling slow. Minus.
  • Aesthetically pleasing in a consistent manner. Minus.
  • Ease of controls. Check in combat, minus in exploration.

 

I may go back and try further, but it’s not calling to me to play. Whereas WoW, and DA:O do. I’m on another set of 6 characters in DA:O now. Four are complete, and ready to play through the xpac, 2 are almost finished. But ME is just not clicking for me, there’s very little desire to see what’s next, even though it’s my first time actually playing. Whereas DA:O, I’ve played 10 times over, all curiosity satisfied but I’m still finding ways to RP the same game.

May 102010
 

With all the good things people have said about Mass Effect, I tried it once. I didn’t last more than 10 minutes. I tried it again, same thing. I tried yet again today, and after I finally hit an hour of total played time between all three tries…the Steam Community was down and I didn’t get credit for it. Regardless, I got through the first mission. After I killed us all a few times. Hint: diffusing 4 bombs on casual difficulty should allow more than 4 minutes ok? I mean first you have to FIND all four bombs. Then you have to shoot the bad things while you’re trying to find said bombs.

I do NOT like the player character model face at all. The character generator makes me cry. No, really. Look at one Dragon age face compared to an ME face. I’ll demonstrate.

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Also, I can’t use the correct resolution, because 1900×1200 doesn’t exist in ME. I know, I know, it’s probably better in ME2. But I can’t PLAY ME2 until I drag myself through ME1 and decide after a full game whether I like it or not.

At least the villains look impressive I guess.

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Controls are still awkward. RPG+Shooter in 3rd person perspective. But I’m TRYING dammit. Just keep that in mind when I complain ok? I at LEAST am fuly trying the damned game.